Monday, December 29, 2008

Saturday, December 27, 2008

You are What you Love

A Subtle Truth

If you want money more than anything,
you will be bought and sold.

If you have a greed for food,
you will become a loaf of bread.

This is a subtle truth.
Whatever you love, you are.

~ A Year With Rumi by Coleman Barks

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Muhammad and the Huge Eater

By by Mevlana Celaleddin Rumi
Translated by Coleman Barks

    Excerpt from "Delicious Laughter, Rambunctious Teaching Stories from the Mathnawi" by Coleman Barks. 1990 Paypop Books, 196 Westview Drive, Athens, GA 30606.

(Note: Husam was Rumi's much loved assistant. Rumi teases him.)

Husam demands that we begin Book V.
Ziya-Haqq, the Radiance of Truth,
Master to the Pure Masters,
if my human throat were not so narrow,
I would praise you as you should be praised,
in some language other than this word-language,
but a domestic fowl is not a falcon.
We must mix the varnish we have
and brush it on.

I'm not talking to materialists. When I mention Husam,
I speak only to those who know spiritual secrets.
Praise is simply drawing back the curtains
to let his qualities in.
                        The Sun,
of course, remains apart
from what I say.

What the sayer of Praise is really praising is himself, by saying implicitly, "My eyes are clear."

Likewise, someone who criticizes is criticizing
himself, saying implicitly, "I can't see very well
with my eyes so inflamed."

Don't ever feel sorry for someone
who wants to be the Sun, that other Sun,
the One that makes rotten things fresh.

And don't ever envy someone
who wants to be this world.

Husam is the Sun I mean.
He can't be understood with the mind, or said,
but we'll stumble and stagger trying to.
Just because you can't drink all that falls
doesn't mean you give up taking sips
of rain water. If the nut
of the mystery can't be held,
at least let me touch the shell.

Husam, refresh my words, your words.
My words are only a husk to your knowing,
an earth-atmosphere to your enormous spaces.

What I say is meant only to point to that, to You,
so that whoever ever hears these words will not grieve
that they never had a chance to look.

Your Presence draws me out from vanity
and imagination and opinion.

Awe is the salve
that will heal our eyes.

And keen, constant listening.
Stay out in the open like a date palm
lifting its arms. Don't bore mouse-holes
in the ground, arguing inside some
doctrinal labyrinth.

That intellectual warp and woof keeps you wrapped
in blindness. And four other characteristics
keep you from loving. The Qur'an calls them
four birds. Say Bismillah, and chop the heads
off those mischief birds.

The rooster of lust, the peacock of wanting
to be famous, the crow of ownership, and the duck
of urgency, kill them and revive them
in another form, changed and harmless.

There is a duck inside you.
Her bill is never still, searching through dry
and wet alike, like the robber in an empty house
cramming objects in his sack, pearls, chickpeas,
anything. Always thinking, "There's no time!
I won't get another chance!"

A True Person is more calm and deliberate.
He or she doesn't worry about interruptions.

But that duck is so afraid of missing out
that it's lost all generosity, and frighteningly expanded
its capacity to take in food.

A large group of unbelievers
once came to see Muhammad,
knowing he would feed them.

Muhammad told his Friends,
"Divide these guests among you and tend to them.
Since you are all filled with me,
it will be as though I am the host."

Each Friend of Muhammad chose a guest,
but there was one huge person left behind.
he sat in the entrance of the mosque
like thick dregs in a cup.

So Muhammad invited the man to his own household,
where the enormous son of a Ghuzz Turk ate everything,
the milk of seven goats and enough food
for eighteen people!

The others in the house were furious.
When the man went to bed, the maid slammed the door
behind him and chained it shut, out of meanness
and resentment. Around midnight, the man
felt several strong urges at once.

But the door! He works it
puts a blade through the crack. Nothing.
The urgency increases. The room contracts.
He falls back into a confused sleep and dreams
of a desolate place, since he himself is
such a desolate place.

So, dreaming he's by himself,
he squeezes out a huge amount,
and another huge amount.

But he soon becomes conscious enough
to know that the covers he gathers around him
are full of shit. He shakes with spasms of the shame
that usually keeps men from doing such things.

He thinks, "My sleep is worse than my being awake.
The waking is just full of food.
My sleep is all this."

Now he's crying, bitterly embarrassed,
Waiting for dawn and the noise of the door opening,
hoping that somehow he can get out
without anyone seeing him as he is.

I'll shorten it. The door opens. He's saved.
Muhammad comes at dawn. He opens the door
and becomes invisible so the man won't feel ashamed,
so he can escape and wash himself
and not have to face the door-opener.

Someone completely absorbed in Allah like Muhammad
can do this. Muhammad had seen all that went on
in the night, but he held back from letting the man out,
until all happened as it needed to happen.

Many actions which seem cruel
are from a deep Friendship.
Many demolitions are actually renovations.

Later, a meddlesome servant
brought Muhammad the bedclothes.
"Look what your guest has done!"

Muhammad smiles, himself a mercy given to all beings,
"Bring me a bucket of water."

Everyone jumps up, "No! Let us do this.
We live to serve you, and this is the kind of hand-work
we can do. Yours is the inner heart-work."

"I know that, but this is an extraordinary occasion."

A Voice inside him is saying, "There is great wisdom
in washing these bedclothes. Wash them."

Meanwhile, the man who soiled the covers and fled
is returning to Muhammad's house. He has left behind
an amulet that he always carried.

He enters and sees the Hands of God
washing his incredibly dirty linen.

He forgets the amulet. A great love suddenly enters him.
He tears his shirt open. He strikes his head
against the wall and the door. Blood
pours from his nose.

People come from other parts of the house.
He's shrieking, "Stay away!"
He hits his head, "I have no understanding!"
He prostrates himself before Muhammad.
You are the Whole. I am a despicable tiny,
meaningless piece. I can't look at You."
He's quiet and quivering with remorse.

Muhammad bends over and holds him and caresses him
and opens his inner knowing.

The cloud weeps, and then the garden sprouts.
The baby cries, and the mother's milk flows.
The Nurse of Creation has said, Let them cry a lot.

This rain-weeping and sun-burning twine together
to make us grow. Keep your intelligence white-hot
and your grief glistening, so your life will stay fresh.
Cry easily like a little child.

Let body-needs dwindle and soul-decisions increase.
Diminish what you give your physical self.
Your spiritual eye will begin to open.

When the body empties and stays empty,
God fills it with musk and mother-of pearl.
That way a man gives his dung and gets purity.

Listen to the Prophets, not to some adolescent boy.
The foundation and the walls of the spiritual life
are made of self denials and disciplines.

Stay with Friends who support you in these.
Talk with them about sacred texts,
and how you're doing, and how they're doing,
and keep your practices together.

      - Mathnawi, V, 1-149, 163, 167


Dr. John Lilly: Through the Center of the Mandala

rainbow legume mandala
with credit to Jlee

Saturday, December 20, 2008

Tropical Blue Water Lily

Tropical Blue Water Lily, originally uploaded by konaboy.
You sit here for days saying, this is a strange business. You’re the strange business. You have the energy of the sun in you, but you keep knotting it up at the base of your spine. ~ Rumi

Friday, December 19, 2008

Tuesday, December 16, 2008


frogmouse2.jpg Mouse and Frog picture by fastdarter
A mouse and a frog meet every morning on the riverbank.

They sit in a nook of the ground and talk. Each morning, the second they see each other, they open easily, telling stories and dreams and secrets, empty of any fear or suspicious holding back.

To watch, and listen to those two is to understand how, as it’s written, sometimes when two beings come together, Christ becomes visible.

The mouse starts laughing out a story he hasn’t thought of in five years, and the telling might take five years! There’s no blocking the speech flow-river-running-all-carrying momentum that true intimacy is. Bitterness doesn’t have a chance with those two.

The God-messenger, Khidr, touches a roasted fish. It leaps off the grill back into the water. Friend sits by Friend, and the tablets appear. They read the mysteries off each others foreheads.

But one day the mouse complains, “There are times when I want conversation and you’re out in the water, jumping around where you can’t hear me. We meet at this appointed time, but the text says, Lovers pray constantly. Once a day, once a week, five times an hour, is not enough. Fish like we are need the ocean around us!”

Do camel bells say, “Let’s meet back here Thursday night?” Ridiculous! They jingle together continuously, talking while the camel walks.

Do you pay regular visits to yourself? Don’t argue or answer rationally. Let us die, and dying, reply. ~ Rumi

from The Essential Rumi translated by Coleman Barks

Monday, December 15, 2008

Ya Devi Sarva Buteshu

"Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing, there is a field. I'll meet you there.

When the soul lies down in that grass,
the world is too full to talk about.
Ideas, language, even the phrase each other
doesn't make any sense." ~ Rumi

Friday, December 12, 2008

Fly Away - Jean Claude Ades

I Know That the Truth Is in Me, Perfect and Complete I have not written unto you because ye know not the truth, but because ye know it, and no lie is of the truth.
~ 1 John 2:21

This is God your Lord: All power is His:
But the gods ye call on beside Him have no power over the husk of a date stone!
~ The Koran

However anxious you may be, you will not save (yourself). ~ Text of Taoism

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Yael Naim - New Soul Official Video

With deepest bows to Samme.
Sometimes even well-meaning loved ones don't behave as they should during the holidays. But why take offense when none was offered? With a light heart, you presume them innocent. It's easy for you because you're rather innocent yourself, Gemini. This sing-along pop song captures the breezy good mood you'll want to wear into the New Year.

Sunday, December 7, 2008

Pink Floyd - 1971 - Meddle

Was thinking about the first time I saw these guys in Cleveland, Ohio on Nov. 6th 1971. We saw them in Emerson Gym at Case Western Reserve University during their Meddle Tour. About 4 thousand people crammed into the Gym and everyone sat on the floor and passed around the shit..:-)
Breathtaking Memory

Friday, December 5, 2008

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Outkast - Roses - With Lyrics

Your Roses really smell like Poo Poo ;-)

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Bodhidharma 菩提達磨

Bodhidharma 菩提達磨, originally uploaded by shitao.

Bodhidharma faced a wall for nine years, not speaking for the entire time. He is said to have fallen asleep seven years into his nine years of wall-gazing, and becoming angry with himself, cut off his eyelids to prevent it from happening again. Legend has it that as his eyelids hit the floor the first tea plants sprang up; and thereafter tea would provide a stimulant to help keep students of Chán awake during meditation...

The Origin of Chan (Zen)—A Flower and a Smile 世尊拈花,迦葉微笑

One day on the Spiritual Mountain (a.k.a. Vulture Peak), an assembly gathered to hear the Buddha’s Dharma talk. However, on that occasion, Buddha simply held up a flower offered by the Brahma King and gazed at the assembly, without saying a word. No one understood the meaning except Mahakashyapa, who broke into a smile. Thereupon the Buddha said, “I have the true Eye of the Dharma, the profound Mind of Nirvana, the Reality transcending all forms; the supreme and subtle teaching, inexpressible by words and speech; this mind seal outside of scriptures, I now transmit to Mahakashyapa.” Mahakashyapa later became known as the first Patriarch of Zen.

This special teaching, the “mind seal”, the essence of Buddhism, may be characterized by these lines (教外別傳,不立文字,直指人心,見性成佛):

A special transmission outside the scriptures,

Not dependent upon words and speech;

Directly pointing at the mind,

See into one’s true nature and become a Buddha.

Monday, December 1, 2008

Citizen Cope ft. Santana - Sideways [The Fountain] v2.0

"The Fountain" ~video

You know it ain't easy
For these thoughts here to leave me
There's no words to describe it
In French or in English

Cause diamonds, they fade
And flowers, they bloom
And I'm telling you

These feelings won't go away
They've been knockin' me sideways
They've been knockin' me out lately
Whenever you come around me

These feelings won't go away
They've been knockin' me sideways
I keep thinking in a moment that
Time will take them away

But these feelings won't go away
These feelings won't go away

You know it ain't easy
For these thoughts here to leave me
There's no words to describe it
In French or in English

Cause diamonds, they fade
And flowers, they bloom
And I'm telling you

These feelings won't go away
They've been knockin' me sideways
They've been knockin' me out lately
Whenever you come around me

These feelings won't go away
They've been knockin' me sideways
I keep thinking in a moment that
Time will take them away

But these feelings won't go away
These feelings won't go away

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Noble Prayer

I found the noble prayer of contentment in the heart. Resting in the presence of the morning fog that made its way into the valley and the bright sun shining through to reveal water droplets hanging off the fresh blades of green grass. It feels like an act of worship for being in the clear unfolding of the day. A day of new beginnings and old bones rooted to the dynamic ground of existence. An experience of the root plexus with no urgency but still in the spiritual passion for the brilliancy of constant renewal. It's like a prayer being answered with the peaceful present of being completely human. And it's not that it was really asked for it was just simply found in the ordinary.
~Jordan G.

Friday, November 28, 2008

DELERIUM - Euphoria (Firefly)


Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Missouri River Suite: 26.XI.2008

Missouri River Suite: 26.XI.2008, originally uploaded by shitao.

Jane Awake

The opals hiding your lids
as you sleep, as you ride ponies
mysteriously, spring to bloom
like the blue flowers of autumn

each nine o'clock. And curls
tumble languorously towards
the yawning rubber band, tan,
your hand pressing all that

riotous black sleep into
the quiet form of daylight
and its sunny disregard for
the luminous volutions, oh!

and the budding waltzes
we swoop through in nights.
Before dawn you roar with
your eyes shut, unsmiling,

your volcanic flesh hides
everything from the watchman,
and the tendrils of dreams
strangle policemen running by

too slowly to escape you,
the racing vertiginous waves
of your murmuring need. But
he is day's guardian saint

that policeman, and leaning
from your open window you ask
him what to dress to wear and
to comb your hair modestly,

for that is now your mode.
Only by chance tripping on stairs
do you repeat the dance, and
then, in the perfect variety of

subdued, impeccably disguised,
white black pink blue saffron
and golden ambiance, do we find
the nightly savage, in a trance.

--Frank O'Hara

The Design of the Universe

Round Here- Counting Crows

Catch me if I'm falling.

Kate Bush-The Fog

Saturday, November 22, 2008

yellow hill (a.k.a. find the bee)

Beautiful but where's the bee?

First We Take Manhattan

Friday, November 21, 2008

La Cream - Free

Thursday, November 20, 2008

DELERIUM - Incantation

Garden 2 Garden ~ Skydiver

From CreativeRain

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

The Muppet Show - Planet Koozebane

Love comes to Koozebane!!

TANTRA (Sacred Love) Shiva-Shakti

Quantum theory also holds that a vacuum, like atoms,
is subject to quantum uncertainties.
This means that things can materialize out of the vacuum,
although they tend to vanish back into it quickly….
this phenomenon has never been observed directly.”…

All Saints - Rock Steady (High Quality)


Monday, November 17, 2008

Hand Art - It's A Kind Of Magic

Wonderful hand painted artwork by Italian artist Guido Daniele set to the music of Queen - It's a kind of magic

Monday, November 10, 2008

IN your eyes - Peter Gabriel

In your eyes

Saturday, November 8, 2008

Tractors in Manchester 83008 (68)

While reading a blog post on Deb's blog I remembered the first tractor that I ever saw and found a picture that looks like it on Flicker.

Thursday, November 6, 2008

Destiny Rules

"Destiny Rules"

Maybe we were together in another life
Maybe we are together in a parallel universe
Maybe our paths are not supposed to cross twice
Maybe your arms are not supposed to go around me

I hear about you now and then
I wonder where you are and how you feel
Sometimes I walk by and I look up to your balcony
Just to make sure that you were real
Just to make sure that I can still feel you

When I see you again,
As I always do
It appears to me that
Destiny rules
And the spirits are ruthless with the paths they choose
It's not being together,
It's just following the rules
No one's a fool...

Six weeks in a foreign country, how the time flew
I didn't speak the language, but somehow I knew
That that would be the only time that we could be alone and foolish
We said we'd never come home

When I see you again,
As I always do
It appears to me that
Destiny rules
And the spirits are ruthless with the paths they choose
It's not being together,
It's just following the rules
No one's a fool...

I like the coastal cities, I like the lights
I like the way the city blends into the ocean at night
It's like living on a working river; the coastline is glittering
Like a diamond snake in a black sky

When I see you again,
As I always do
It appears to me that
Destiny rules
And the spirits are ruthless with the paths they choose
It's not being together,
It's just following the rules
No one's a fool...

Just following the rules... no one's a fool
Just following the rules... no one's a fool
Just following the rules... no one's a fool
No one's a fool...

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Sacred Geometry 101E: Metatron's Cube

Doors Open, Doors Close.

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Monday, November 3, 2008

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Connection Between Quantum Physics and Consciousness

The layers are my Universe.

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Weapon Of Choice - Fatboy Slim

Wanna see an awesome tap dancer?... Check out "Subway tapper girl" she's dancing to a real piano in the NYC subway!!!

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Friday, October 24, 2008


"mmm...whatever tickles your oyster"

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Leonard Cohen - Love It's Self

expressed outwardly
sunshine illuminates the
hidden connections

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Deeper Understanding

A Year With Rumi by Coleman Barks
Consider What Choices

You wreck my shop and my house
and now my heart, but how can I run
from what gives me life?

I am weary of personal worrying,
in love with the art of madness.

Tear open my shame and show the mystery.
How much longer do I have to fret
with self-restraint and fear?

Friend, this is how it is.
We are fringe sewn inside
the lining of a robe.

Soon we will be loosened,
the binding threads torn out.

The beloved is a lion.
We are the lame deer in his paws.
Consider what choices we have.

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Kris Kristofferson-To Beat the Devil

Six o'clock news.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

spirit on the water

,Spirit on the water
Darkness on the face of the deep
I keep thinking about you baby
I can't hardly sleep

I'm traveling by land
Traveling through the dawn of day
You're always on my mind
I can't stay away

I'd forgotten about you
Then you turned up again
I always knew
We were meant to be more than friends

When you're near
It's just as plain as it can be
I'm wild about you, gal
You ought to be a fool about me

Can't explain
The sources of this hidden pain
You burned your way into my heart
You got the key to my brain

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Kristian Leontiou - Fast Car

Just remember I got a fast car.

Monday, October 13, 2008

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Traffic Light Tree

Traffic Light Tree, originally uploaded by Squirmelia.

Red light green light.

Friday, October 10, 2008

We Sing the Forest Electric

we sing the forest electric

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

The Illusionist (2006) -

A Year With Rumi by Coleman Barks


Philosophers have said that we love music
because it resembles the sphere-sounds of union.

We have been part of a harmony before,
so these moments of treble and bass
keep our remembering fresh.

Hearing the sound, we gather strength.
Love kindles with melody. Music feeds a lover
composure, and provides form for the imagination.
Music breathes on personal fire and makes it keener.

The waterhole is deep. A thirsty man climbs
a walnut tree growing next to the pool
and drops walnuts in one by one.

He listens carefully to the sound
as they hit and watches the bubbles.

A more rational man gives advice. You will regret
doing this. You are so far from the water
that by the time you get down to gather walnuts,
the water will have carried them away.

He replies, I am not here for walnuts.
I want the music they make when they hit.


Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Kings Of Leon - Sex On Fire

Dish washing music

Monday, October 6, 2008

Sunday, October 5, 2008

ZEITGEIST ADDENDUM movie now available.

Long awaited and slightly behind schedule for the planned October 3rd release date, the sequel to 2007's controversial Internet phenomenon is now available for viewing. Will parts 4, 5, and 6 prove to be as popular as the original documentary?

read more | digg story

Saturday, October 4, 2008

Friday, October 3, 2008

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Somewhere in Time

The Divine Eye

Sunday, September 28, 2008

snakeskin shoes

perfect for weaving
who will chase down the first snake
I'll do the tanning


Saturday, September 27, 2008



Friday, September 26, 2008



Thursday, September 25, 2008

The Church -Under the milky way

NIce Thursday with bagpipes.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Mark Ronson featuring Lily Allen-Oh My God

coffee house

Riding with Private Malone- Behind The Scenes

Just some thoughts that surfaced thinking about peace and war..

What It's Really Like to Have the World's Largest Penis

Be careful what you wish for, it might make your friend vomit all over your new sofa.

read more | digg story

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Joe Walsh

I am so blessed.

Saturday, September 20, 2008

The Om

Brief description of the sacred mantra Om
with Original Music from Isabella Rajotte (pregnant soul)

Friends Come In All Sizes ~ Like You And Me (HQ)

the door opened and i will never shut it.

Friday, September 19, 2008


Thursday, September 18, 2008

Dolphin Boy - Shake It Loose

Shake it loose..;-)

Take That - Patience - Official Music Video


Monday, September 15, 2008

random funny shit

Random funny shit

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Toploader - Dancing In The Moonlight

nice tasty moonlight

Friday, September 12, 2008

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Jason Mraz - I'm Yours

How can the events in space and time which take place within the spatial boundary of a living organism be accounted for by physics and chemistry?

~ Erwin Schrodinger "What is Life"

Cowboy Junkies - Blue Moon Revisited

faster, catch the moon
perhaps deeper blue luna
will cast it's own spell

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Three Jellies

Three Jellies, originally uploaded by janetfo747.

this is for jelly

Ian Brown - Set My Baby Free (HQ) (Stereo)

Set My Baby Free


Fred, originally uploaded by Steve took it.

this is a test from flickr to blogger


This is a test post from flickr, a fancy photo sharing thing.

Einstein on the Beach

work this one up mash.

Titanic - I wanna be bad

nice song..Jelly roll

Tuesday, September 9, 2008


Quite nice memories.

Jewel- Hands

expansion required

Thoughts on Seth, part 1.

Tuesday morning meditation

Sunday, September 7, 2008

InvisibLe WorLd

Snagged from Jordan G
what is the best way to love the earth

Thursday, September 4, 2008

Reo Speedwagon

blog this one stormy...;-)

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

The Golden Compass - Kung Fu Fighting

farm out

Rufus Wainwright w/ Jake Gyllenhaal


SVEN VAN HEES - Exotica -

the rhythm of life
dancing with kundalini
three can become one

Cat's In The Cradle - Harry Chapin - Soundstage

Expansion required

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Gaia Online~~ Cliche Day

Gaia Hell

Monday, September 1, 2008

Steely Dan - Pixeleen (v.2.0)

Today playtime puzzle for review.

The leering and desire is evident in this cut and the video lends strength to it. It may be suggesting that "we can't talk at all" dynamic is rendered enhanced, moot, or even nostalgic by virtue of the situation.

Kim Herold - Social Butterfly

Here's a link to Kim's web site just in case you're interested.

This song is fun as say's so much about about things that have happen in my own world.

Now I'm a heart director, a karma attractor
A guy who likes to smile at the sky
Sometimes I'm crazy
The way that likes to wear the hair straight and fly on high
A social-economic, a common melancholic
Girls must get to cry
A super-sonic symbolic social alcoholic
Just a happy butterfly

Sunday, August 31, 2008

Heart of Gratitude

that's the tune.

Saturday, August 30, 2008



Auschwitz Alphabet

Arbeit Macht Frei
He seems not to have intended it as a mockery, nor even to have intended it literally, as a false promise that those who worked to exhaustion would eventually be released, but rather as a kind of mystical declaration that self-sacrifice in the form of endless labor does in itself bring a kind of spiritual freedom.

Friday, August 29, 2008

Moody Blues (I Know Your Out There Somewhere)

Just what is real and what is illusion?

Steely Dan-Rikki Don't Lose That Number

To ~C4chaos


LeAnn you're a Heart Visionary for sure. Something so simple can sometimes be a mystery to someone like me. What a perfect way to connect via the Internet. Would you care to share exactly how and what movie you and your friend shared?

Even though me a my friend talk on the phone and communicate via IM we both find it difficult to communicate on this medium. It's so easy to misunderstand what is really being said via metaphors, gifs, youtubes and emotion icons (smiley's). A big bowl of popcorn and a good movie sounds like fun.

Breathless in Missouri

Thursday, August 28, 2008

cut and paste

Honesty - Billy Joel

Paul total honesty, isn't something I take lightly.
I try to temper it and never use it in such a way as to harm others; just to clean up my own stupid shit.

It's directly tied to making amends when we harm others..Amends is a pretty big word and holds much juju..

Here's a link to one of my best friends who is looking at the bigger picture..

Txs for the great song..I've always liked Billy Joel

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Monday, August 25, 2008

Fusion of Spirit and Science

Back to Nature..

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Ludacris - Splash Waterfalls


Saturday, August 23, 2008

Birds of a Feather

Eastern Screech Owls (Otus asio) work the night shift. They generally hunt from dusk to dawn or until their bellies are full. Their prey includes just about every living thing smaller than them, including bugs, worms, mice, moles, songbirds, small fish and crayfish. They often hunt from a perch in wooded, urban or suburban areas, althought they might hover over an area before swopping down for prey, or they might capture insects in midflight

One of their common calls sounds like a small horse whinnying. It's a eerie sound at night. Screech owls also trill, hoot and bark. Males call in a lower pitch than females.

Screech owls pair together for life, but if they lose a mate they may bond with another. Researchers report that a male screech owl might philander with a second female. Their "first mate" often responds by evicting the other female, laying eggs in her nest and incubating both clutches.

Screech owls can be gray or rusty colored. Like many owls, they are stocky and round-headed, but Eastern screech owls are small, usually less than 10 inches long. Unlike other small owls, screech owls have prominent ear tufts.

Although considered harmless, screech owls aggressively protect their nest. in an interesting turnabout, screech owls eat starlings, but starlings sometimes oust screech owls from their nest.

Friday, August 22, 2008

Ramones, Baby I love you!

The Ramones is one of my favs.

House Music / Chill out Feelin

from Armila

Moptzar - Our Little Secret, version 2.1

killer video montage

Rickie Lee Jones - Love is the Light inside your Heart

Guiding light...

The Brain and the Universe

Step into infinity with me.

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Strings Attached feat. Shawn Colvin

Love her voice...sounds like the Angels are circleing.

nouvelle vague

Dancing with strangers.

Relationship Skills

John Mayall - Help Me (1967)

John Mayall the best

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

the doors, little red rooster


Tantra kundalini

Tantra kundalini

Coolio - I'll See You When You Get There

so cool...

Dead or Alive - You Spin Me Round (Like a Record)

spinning right round.

Strangers In The Night - Sinatra (Final Fantasy 8 video)

sho-be-do-be-do...dobbie do-be-do..what were the chances?

Little Wing

Well shes walking through the clouds
With a circus mind thats running round
Butterflies and zebras
And moonbeams and fairy tales
Thats all she ever thinks about
Riding with the wind.

When Im sad, she comes to me
With a thousand smiles, she gives to me free
Its alright she says its alright
Take anything you want from me, anything

Fly on little wing,
Yeah yeah, yeah, little wing

Tuesday, August 19, 2008


Some of the funnest Flash games are the simplest - and this game Switch is no different: all you have to do is collect the balls of the same color, then switch over (by clicking your mouse) to collect balls of the other color.Sounds easy, right? Well, it is … for a while

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Monday, August 18, 2008

Gigi D'Agostino - I'll Fly with You (High Quality)

Nice little hook L'amour toujours

Making of KAPLAN Music Videoclip

This Dude is the bomb

Easy Rider Marijuana and UFO's

I know your out there somewhere...

Cash for Gold

The Balls to Stand Naked

Saturday, August 16, 2008


Until innocence is restored.
cathartic exploration
polishes my heart.

Adversity is such a teacher. She has so many optional faces, sorrow and misery go right along with it. I lost my innocence at the very tender age of seven and have struggled to make sense of something that had no map to trace its coming and goings. I'm ok with all of that now and have moved on to face other issues in my exploration, so I understand that what has been broken can never really be restored to its original state.

Cathartic exploration evokes extreme change in my emotions, resulting in a cleansing, or polishing in my heart. I'm not sure all of this makes perfect sense to me or to anyone else reading this open post. Just by a shear act of will I believe we can transcend some of the more gross emotional baggage that we bring into a new relationship. Taking a good long honest look at these issues as they arise can manifest some very undesirable behaviors.

I don't wish to drag my past into my present, but apparently it isn't something you can just swish away like so much dust that has been building up on the furniture.

Any-who I still think the moon may have had a play in it so i'm sticking to that thesis until things become clearer.

Love from a loving heart,


shoes for the girls

Love letter


adore you.

I cherish you.

I am devoted to you.

I'm kinda like holding my breath and i set here this morning and type out the words to you. I find this so personal and relish the thought of you reading it as i type.

This may be better written on paper but the emphasis with the little buzzers and bells is kinda a nice little touch.

I am learning just like you to be more open and optimistic in how i project my intention so this little letter goes a long way in opening the little closed box.

Even though it's safe to hide my heart away where it may never be hurt I am finished with that part of my life. I am looking to live the dream i have so will chance putting it out here where it can get flamed or squished like a bug.

I wish I could tell you all the things that run around in my head but really have no idea on how to do that..

This letter will never be complete until i finally have a chance to hold you in my arms and smell your hair and your skin. Then i will be able to convey in words just how much i miss those things when we are not together.

I have a very vivid imagination but it only goes so far in the knowing.

I'm going to post this now and sign off with.

Love from a loving heart,


Gary Moore - Oh Pretty Woman

Open love letter to those i love.
Pretty Woman...;-)

Friday, August 15, 2008

soulmate invitation

The dreaded anti-embedded juju suck click here for the Tube.

The Animals - Please Don't Let Me Be Misunderstood

Guru Josh Project - Infinity 2008 (Official Video)

Not Giving a Fuck!


Leo Kottke - Everybody Lies

all ready gone

Waiting For The Miracle

aerosmith come together must see rare

dancing with you now
miraculous attitude
makes all the difference

I'll Fly Away - Allison Krauss

free to fly away
some bright morning praising god
dancing with you now

Psilocybin psychotherapy for cancer patients (1/3)

ONCE: Falling Slowly

Get this movie and watch it....

Because We Don't Give A Shit Funny Ass MF Gifs

from stacy

The Ditty Bops- Wishful Thinking

Donald Fagen - New Frontier

Yes it's a new frontier and I feel a need to circle the wagons.

Eye In The Sky

dilating eyes
floating away, wiser now
with new perspective


Jane's Addiction - Stop! (HQ Video/Sound)

together we get
interactive Self-Help Guide
Haiku's addictive

The Korgis - everybody's got to learn sometime

Learning to fly..

Love is a Battlefield

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What kinds of physical spaces are most important to you?
Posted on Jul 27th, 2008 by Panwithin : Objector Panwithin
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for July 26, 2008:

Love is a Battlefield


Is the world a beautiful garden, there's lots to consider, making a nice garden, natural and designed nice to combine, I like Capability Brown's work, eyecatcher's, Japanese gardens, bamboo, serenity, peace, harmony natural but, the best part is doing it, I started young my first garden was a battle field, the back garden, i did all the battles, with the plastic soldiers, all the nations, I had the knights in armor too, the crusades and castles, 1066, cowboys and Indian's, I made the landscape, what I wanted it to's all an adventure, I made roads, and depots for all the tanks, I liked the jeeps the best, beeches and beech landers, the grand canyon, pearl harbor, I love my soldiers and the garden, Ive been in a billion gardens and they were great experiences, but, my first playground was the best, the potential to manipulate the landscape is incredible. I committed my first crime at 5 gardening, I had a 3 wheeler bike with a bucket on the back and I took it to the school on the weekend and stole the sand from the sandpit, used as above. Public and private spaces.
art and poems, dragons and gardens:

The Vapours - Turning Japanese


You Make Me Sing

Juju magick.

The cure - Let's go to Bed

lets go to bed

Rustle of Leaves - Original Composition

Fatal Bazooka feat Yelle - Parle à ma main

Ok this is random..uh huh..

King Crimson Walking On Air

on the broken glass
float up to the crimson court
start walking on air

Lee Ann Womack I hope you dance

Resurrected1 : Ariela the Quantum Leaper to the vine

love letters

Out of Love....Never
It's a Beautiful Day

natural high- beautiful day

It's a beautiful day...

U2 - Beautiful Day

Yes it's a beautiful Day...Touch me...

nazareth - hair of the dog

Now you're missing with a SOB

Ditty Bops - Wishful Thinking Music Video

nice for the bug blog...

The Ditty Bops- Wishful Thinking

Cute very cute and true.

Loons in the Moonlight - John De Boer/Native American Flute

loon a tune

Cinnamon Girl By Neil Young

Naked Coffee Club

joni mitchell/woodstock(fan tribute)lava lamp

Joni is the best

Christian the Lion - the full story (in HQ)

Love is like that...;-)


Gentle on my mind

If everyone cared- Nickelback


Thursday, August 14, 2008

Monday, August 11, 2008

Sunday, August 10, 2008

The roadless traveled in Haiku X

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Saturday, August 9, 2008

BBC Thinker Quiz

You are an Intrapersonal thinker
Intrapersonal thinker Intrapersonal thinkers:
  • Spend a lot of time thinking about and trying to understand themselves
  • Reflect on their thoughts and moods, and work to improve them
  • You understand how your behaviour affects your relationships with others
Like intrapersonal thinkers, Leonardo worked hard to improve all aspects of himself. Other Intrapersonal thinkers include
Sigmund Freud, Gandhi, Grahame Greene

Careers which suit Intrapersonal Thinkers include
Psychologist, Teacher, Pilot, Child care worker, Explorer, Drama therapist

You are a Musical Thinker
Musical thinker Musical thinkers:
  • Tend to think in sounds, and may also think in rhythms and melodies
  • Are sensitive to the sounds and rhythms of words as well as their meanings.
  • Feel a strong connection between music and emotions
Like many musical thinkers, Leonardo loved to sing, and had a fine voice Other Musical Thinkers include
Mozart, John Lennon, Jimi Hendrix

Careers which suit Musical Thinkers include

Musician, Music teacher, Sound engineer, Recording technician

Saturday, August 2, 2008

Thursday, July 31, 2008

I Don't Give a Fuck...